MissFlynnie

to debate or not to debate

Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:23:10 GMT

I'm debating whether or not I should begin using this again, or creating a new one. Either way...Not sure I'd keep it up. But I do miss my writing and whatnot. Anyone else still alive? I know a few of you are and still update on occasion if not regularly.

Santa Baby...

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 18:20:39 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In November I gave moogly_moogles a wet willie, then I took it back (-5 points). Last Friday I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Last Monday I turned msbonbon21 in for running naked in the mall (3 points). Last Sunday hamrchk82 and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). In September I put money in zemmieruth's expired parking meter (14 points).

Overall, I've been nice (42 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!

Sincerely,
the_irish_heart

Thu, 05 Oct 2006 02:06:30 GMT

thus far it has been a great day. two classes canceled. got to do some extra studying. take a nap. watch the men's soccer game. (we won!!). annnnd....now i'm studying before the LOST premier!!!! *does a lil' dance* God is awesome.

Life & Time

Sat, 23 Sep 2006 22:46:33 GMT

It's too fast.
Life.
Time consumes us.
Do we even live?

We eat.
We sit.
We work.
We talk.
Is it living?

Sometimes I wonder.
What if?
There was a time machine.
Not to change the world.
But to let us live life.

I wish for more 1876.
As Kate said.
No worries over little things.
Just taking hold of life.

God made us.
We corrupted us.
Sin consumes us.
We are weak.

I want to enjoy God.
To actually see His Creations.
But I'm pulled back.
I'm forced.

We are closer to death than life.
We value materialism over humanity.
What to wear, what to eat, who to know.
What happened to simple basics?

Life.
Where did it go?
Time.
It's racing.

-Me-

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 21:21:18 GMT

One memory...
Leave one memory of you and I together -- anything you remember! It's actually pretty cool to see the responses.

WINDOWS...

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 17:15:49 GMT

This is the negative one...

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=irish_at_heart

and this is the positive one I already made...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=the_irish_heart

Curious...who is w00t?!?! lol.

Okies...I'm done...lol.

hopelessly devoted....

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:57:19 GMT

GAH......I still need to fix this bloody laptop....

But of course $35 fee to talk to a technician on the phone..heck no.
Yet, I already know what the problem is, I just want to know if I can take it to the store at which it was bought. OR, do I HAVE to send it away? Yeah...stupid post. Sorry, was just mad, cause I would like to stay on the computer for longer then 30min without the fan almost blowing up.

Anyway....having a hard time sleeping....I honestly miss my bed at Gordon....it's so much more comfy. Yes, a college bed more comfortable. lol.

G'night all!

Guess mine is not the first heart broken,
my eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know,
there's just no gettin' over you
Hello, I'm just a fool who's willing to sit around
and wait for you
But baby can't you see, there's nothin' else
for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you
My head is saying "fool, forget him",
my heart is saying "don't let go"
Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I'm hopelessly devoted to you
But now there's nowhere to hide,
since you pushed my love aside I'm not in my head,
hopelessly devoted to you
Hopelessly devoted to you,
hopelessly devoted to you

Was watching Grease....really liked the lyrics. And really felt like I could relate to Sandra Dee. Oh yes, especially during the song Rizzo sings when making fun of her. Very familiar. LOL. Some of you know what I mean.

Anyways.....goodnight!! buenas noches!!! bonne nuit!!

can't close my eyes, they're wide awake

Sun, 23 Apr 2006 04:16:27 GMT

Yeah sooo....this week and upcoming week....really stressful.
So much on my plate.
But then again it's that time of year.
Finals coming up.
Ugh.

Not much been going on.
Usual daily happenings.
*shrug*

Was supposed to go on LEAD.
Skipped out.
Not feeling well.
Too much school work/studying.
Pointless to go anyway when I went last year.
For the same thing.
Annnnd.......as usual it's COLD fo the LEAD retreat.

My roomie's boyfriend came today.
Those two are so cute.
I'll admit, I'm somewhat jealous.
But...who wouldn't be? Haha.
I'm single and they're perfect for each other.
:)
Still love em, and am happy for them.
:)

Ummmm........lotsa other stuff on my mind.
But, that is what I write in my written journal.
YUP....I write in a written journal once again.
Not everyday, just when I feel the need to write.
It's nice.

Okies....gonna watch Pride & Prejudice.
Yes, again.
But Nilda hasn't seen it and wants to.
Esepcially since we don't have all these DISRESPECTFUL people.
Ugh.
Let me not get into that.
Soo....off I go....to lose myself in the world of Jane Austen.
Haha.

NO MORE

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 20:54:27 GMT

no more.
time to refocus.
on my relationship with Christ.
on my studies.
it's not all about fun.
it's not all about livin large.
it's not all about findin or havin that special someone.
no matter how much i wish and pray for it.
right now it's about God.
what it is He has planned.
not what I wish for, not what I want.
but what He and He alone wants.
prayer is what i need.
prayer is what i'm doin'
prayer for strength, guidance, peace and understandin
but most importantly, patience
i gotta stop leapin
gotta stop speakin before thinkin
it's about time I became me
no more masquerade
no more hiding from the world
gotta face reality and leave the fantasy...
no more.

-me

quizy

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 16:07:01 GMT

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Soo...it's the end of the school year. Lots has been going on. Hence why not too many updates. And right now I can't either because I am reading and typing up notes. This was my 10 minute break. :-P I'll be home Wednesday night though!!!!!!

just keep swimming...

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 21:28:24 GMT

Ok so....REALLY EXCITING stuff last night....well for me. :)

Ok...around 7:50 Yiry and Nilda call me to go to the gym. I first get some water from Claymore then head back to the dorm and get ready. We went to the gym, got there around 8:20 and worked out till 9:40ish? It was sweeet. Stretches for about 20min, then I did the bike for almost 25min. After that I couldn't find Yiry and Nilda, so I did some more stretching and I worked on my abs with the machine. Finally found them, that had gone to the Sana without me!!!! :( They said I looked really into the bike though. :P Haha. Then we were going to do some weight lifting/upper-body strengthening. But, we were looking out the huge windows down into the pool. So, we went back to the room, got some swimwear on, and headed back to go to the pool. Okay, this is the exciting part. Me and my roomie DO NOT know how to swim. SO, our friend Esther was on lifeguard duty. She proceeded to help us out, teachig us how to stay afloat, etc. When she got off duty she joined us in the pool and taught us some strokes. Sooo...yea my roomie and I are learning how to swim!!! And we did....I just have a terrible kick. We were in the pool for over an hour. But yeah...I'm psyched. Cause not only am I learning how to swim, but swimming is the best work out ever cause it works everything!!!

I was so discusted with myself the other day cause I didn't have the stamina for my Irish Step Dancing, nor am I in shape. I've gained quite a bit of weight these past three months. :-P No, I don't think I'm fat, I'm just outta shape. So we are planning to go to the gym more often, me and Nilda, Yiry already goes everyday. Sometmes I hope to be able to use the dance room, but everytime I've gone SOMEONE is in there. :P

But yeah, that might be boring to ya'll, but I'm excited. And last night afterwards, I didn't have that lazy feel. Now that was amazing. Haha. :) Anyway, I gotta go read before dinner. But I just wanted to write about this....

just some quizzes

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 00:25:01 GMT

You Are a Natural Flirt

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Your Irish Name Is...

Eva Clarke

What's your Irish Name?

I guess my Irish name wasn't good enough then? :P

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.

Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.

At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperment Are You?

Partially true...I must say. Except the silence part....I do enjoy it, but sometimes I need noise!!!

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced.

Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.

With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react.

In love, you seem intelligent and a bit intimidating.

In stressful situation, you seem like you're oblivious to the stress.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

Also somewhat true :)

Ok....back to reading.

dance dance wherever you may be

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 04:43:36 GMT

Sooo....I've been at school all week. Got back Sunday, obviouslly.

I was reading a set of quotes today on a site that I hadn't visited in months. So here it is....it's a quote from Gerard (Gerry) Butler. An actor whom I really think is wonderful! He's got great talent, and I swear very movie of his that I have seen, he looks different. Haha. Anyway...I'm not here to discuss my admiration for the man. :)

026. "I think I'm a man out of place. I love Scotland. You can stand amidst those mountains and feel the history. It emanates all around you. When I'm there, I fantasize about the Celts coming over from Europe in bearskins. And the simplicity and purity of society back then - it wasn't as complicated or discolored as it is now. I imagine roaming those hills, fighting those battles..." -- Interview Magazine ( July 1, 2002)

I thought that quote was just....so different. I related to it too. Except, a girl outta place. :) Like it's not that I don't fit in, it's just that I don't want to fit in all the time. Though I would really love it if some of my friends here (Gordon)actually showed that they reeaally do care/wanna hang with me. I mean there are a few that do...and I love them!! Cause I actually feel like we're true friends. My roomie, Yiry, and Carolyn. But, that's it. And back home I have Jess...bestest friend!! :) I dunno. It's weird. And then the "feel of history." What I wouldn't give to live in the past in some seses. Go to the land of my ancestors, Ireland and Scotland. Any book I can find that takes place around Ireland or Scotland I engross in. It really was simple then, as much as it was hard and burdensom in some areas. I'm such a dreamer. I've been watching Riverdance these past couple days. I MISS dancing. SOOO much. I mean I dance here at school. But I miss my IRISH STEP DANCING. I miss being on stage. I miss SINGING. I don't have the time for my passions anymore. I'd need to get in shape BIG time too. I'm not saying it would make my life happier, but it brings me so much joy. I've always been a person into the arts. It's been my dream to be apart of it somehow. Yet, no opportunities have presented themselves to me to make a career out of it. And I don't think I'd want a huge career of it. I just know that I want to continue doing it. But...ugh. It's hard to express in words. I KNOW I could do it too though. But that's somewhat of my thoughts of late....when I get the chance to think that is.

Classes have been going. Got housing and registration soon. I can't believe I have like less then two months left! I'm psyched for this summer. I want it to come. I really could have used another week off for classes. REALLY could have. O'well. Umm...Jess and I got our deviant site going again. :) YEAH. Hehe. Now I just need to start making graphics aagain. So little time in life. It goes by too fast. The pace is too fast. I swear I was born in the wrong time period. Haha. O'well. What is a girl to do?

Oh...yeah...my library had the old Zorro with Guy Williams...I checked it out and am going to watch either tonite or tomorrow sometime. Hehe. I'm excited.

Okies...Ima gonna go. I had planned to say more, but I don't feel like it.

♥

seem for you the wrong companions, you were warm and gentle

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 05:37:52 GMT

Yeah soo....

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA last night!!! Well technically TWO nights ago...but anyway so I saw it the 8th. WOW....sooo AWESOME. SOOOO much better then I remember when I saw it at age 11. I expected some obvious differences. But, I still LOVED it. And it was really exciting, the chandelier was literally RIGHT ABOVE me. Like, if it had fallen STRAIGHT down, I wouldn't be here. Haha. Jess kept on saying "It's gonna fall on you...I know it." Hehe. Like, there aren't words to describe how AMAZING it was. I mean there were some dissapointments/dislikes. I had a new appreciation for some things too....such as Andre and Firmin....SOOO much funnier in the broadway. And I like the "mystical/magical" notion of the Phantom in the broadway. Sooo good. Umm...Raoul was too "bouncy" though. Haha. It's kinda hard to explain, but he did have a GOOD voice! Just....bouncy. I mean there is soo much more to it that I am just, yeah. You wanna know you can always talk to me. This is a VERY BRIEF overview of it. I'm just glad that I'll be able to remember this now, unlike the fact that I can't remember alot about the first time I saw it.

Otherwise. Jess and I saw Andre and Piangi on our way out, along with misc ballet girls. But we were already driving away and there was traffic. It's kinda odd, you're like oh oh there he/she is!!! And then its like, wow I probably wouldn't have recognized them if I had been passing on the street, I only knew it was them cause of where they were coming from and that I had JUST seen them on stage. Now, if we had seen the actor, Gary, who plays the Phantom, we would stopped no matter what!

Oh, I bought the poster, I need a frame though. And a few other coolie things. Ok...so I'm obsessed. I'm sorry!!!! I just, yeah.

As for today. Hung out with an old friend. I haven't seen her in ages!!! We went out to lunch to eat. Then came back here and just chilled and talked some more. It was good times to see her again. Then I went out later with my parents. My mom needed to buy my Dad's b-day gift. Yup, that's tomorrow! I bought him the Narnia Soundtrack. Not the orignal, but the "special edition" I guess you would call it.

JESS...I'm sorry about dargging you EVERYWHERE to find a shirt the other day. Really, I'm not usually that picky. I just...everything was sooo expensive.

Okies, I just finished watching Mr. and Mrs. Smith...FINALLY got my parents to watch it. Then again, I've had it at school with me for this past month or more. Yeah...good movie!

Now...it's time for me to get to bed. I'm not feeling well...but I just think it's been my wacky schedule this week.

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 01:01:02 GMT

Step 1: Open up whatever MP3 program you use and add every song in your collection.
Step 2: Put it on random.
Step 3: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarassing the song.
Step 4: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 5: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 6: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1. If I'd asked you this question...would it have changed your mind or would it made no difference to you.

2. Life through me life from me/Out of us comes hope for some.

3. You're just too good to be true/can't keep my eyes off of you

4. I know you keep a journal and every page is rippled

5. I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, I wait for the Lord.

6. Said it's sad, said it was a shame/Bet you thought I caught a boat to Bombay/On the line just to let you know

7. Chestnuts roasting on an open fire/Jack Frost snipping at your nose

8. I cannot take the heat/this girls goning home.

9. Hello, goodmorning, how you do?/What makes your rising sun so new?

10. You are my God/You are my fortress.

11. Come, come come to me/Jesus, touch me in the ways I have forgotten.

12. When I wake in the morning I want to blow into pieces/I want more than just OK, more than just OK.

13. Just a friend/That's all I've ever been to you/Oh, just a girl, who wants to be the center of your world.

14. Many nights we pray, with no proof anyone could hear/In our hearts a hope for some we barely understood.

15. Meow, meeeow, ME-OW...meee-ow...ME-OW (yes, this is a song! I sang it for choir)

16. What day is it?/And in what month./This clock never seemed so alive.

17. A broken image is sometimes what I see/But the hand that made me is the hand that won't leave me/You've begun a good work that only has begun/And you always lead me, lead me to your Son

18. Take these hands and lift them up/For I have not the strength to praise you near enough

19. Don't let our love grow cold/I'm calling out light the fire again

20. Woke up this morning, jumped out of bed/Hit my head on a lampshade and the clock said/That I'm running late so I'm rushing trying to get on my way

Some of these lyrics, even if you typed them into Google you wouldn't find. Alot are not widely known bands/singers. But yeah, some are easy, some most will have no clue. Oh, these aren't the first 20 songs that played. Why? Because I had alot of classical/soundtrack music play. So...these were the first 20 lyrical songs. :)

Enjoy. I was bored.

Oh yeah...

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA TOMORROW NIGHT!!!!

I'm soooo PSYCHED! :D Can ya tell?

no point in fighting....

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 00:43:34 GMT

Sooo....I've been home since Wednesday night!!! w00t! Soo good to be home and on SPRING BREAK. I'm not doing anything huge, just taking the advantage of some off time. Oh yeah amd Wednesday I'll be seeing POTO with Jess!!! YEAH! Hehe.

I still haven't finished all the lil' bits for this journal layout...such as the sidebar...but in time.

Well...alot has happened since my last real update. Glad to be done with mid-terms. Found out some of my grades....NOT GOOD. I gotta work my butt off even MORE this quad. Ugh....why am I such a HORRIBLE tester?!

Day before I came home Jess and Danny came up to visit me. They got lost...Danny was not too happy. Lol. I don't know if I've ever seen him that upset. Well...I take that back, but anyway. They got to meet the roomie...though she was really busy with work, so she couldn't come with us to what Jess and Danny have labeled the "special place." It's nothing fancy, just a really RANDOM place. A furntiture store + IMAX + food + ice cream + learn to be a trapeze (sp?) artist + TONS of things made outta Jelly Beans and last but def NOT least....LIQUID FIREWORKS. Haha. Random, no? It was good times. Then we went back to my dorm room and just chilled for the 30min we had before they needed to head out. Showed them pics of all my frinds and my 19th birthday. Oh yes, and Jess got me a Curious George stuffed animal!! :) Oh, and the bestest card ever! ♥

Other than that. I have finally caught up on some sleep from all the all nighters or lack of sleep I've had in the past week. Seriously...I don't know how I did it last year, staying up till like 2 or 3am and waking up at 7am..I LOVE my sleep. :)

Oh oh....umm....Saturday night? No...I think Friday...yeah. Watched a movie in Gendey with David & Jenn, Jacob, and Felipe. Ironically it was the movie I had watched earlier that day...A Walk in the Clouds. Good stuff. Except we were all squished...due to brining the TV into the foyer area since the lounge TV was taken up with the Olympics and David had lost visitation...SO....being in a room was outta the question. Ugh...lol.

Otherwise...life goes on. I'm home. I haven't done too much...watched some Stargate SG-1 episodes on DVD. I'm babysitting now. But they're all watching a movie. And I am going to finish up editing the LJ and then make a background for my laptop. :)

Leave some cheer all!!

Phantom of the Opera in 4 days!!!!!!

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 05:25:48 GMT

OKay...so I haven't made a real update in a looon time...and this isn't one either.

Got a new Layout....once that I decently like. Umm...there are still a few kinks in it that I'm gonna fix, but otherwise it's pretty much done.

I will give a REAL update tomorrow....!!! OK? :)

G'night all!

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 11:41:32 GMT

I hate all nighters....I haven't done one like this in a VERY VERY LOOOOOONG TIME.

Yes....I got some sleep off and on through the night....but ugh....I cant wait....I'll be home tomorrow! I'll be sleeping in! Haha.

But anyway....on to more studying. I'm not sure how I'm going to do on one of these exams. I've been having a hard time studying for this one. Oh....and no....I did NOT wait last minute for either of these either. Yet I still know almost nothing....my brain just, I dunno....like turned off this past week. Myeeh....

I'll update later. I have one thing to look forward to today....my friends are coming! I mean it won't be a looong visit....but still I'll get to see them even if it is the day before my break. :)

Okies...enough stalling....off I go....

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 18:33:47 GMT

Myeh....I don't like this layout. It's not me at all. Ugh....but I don't have time to do anything about it right now. I've got this weekend and three more days of classes....then I'm on Spring Break baby!!! That's right.

Umm...soo New England weather is really getting on my nerves. For a few days it's like early spring and now it's back to bitter cold, windy, with snow flurries. What the heck....I'm ready for Spring. :)

Oh yes....

1 1/2 weeks till POTO....w00t!

another year

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 19:44:34 GMT

Another year has gone and by....but I'm scared about whatever it is my roomie has planned for me tonit cause I'm totaly clueless and she just knows how to keep me curious...haha.

Anyway...I'll prolly update ya'll on that whenever it happens, or I should say AFTER it happens.

Like the new layout? Nooo...I didn't make it. I don't have time to do that anymore, unfortunantly.

non sine periculo

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 01:29:07 GMT

Hello all....!

So an update...I just went to the most random place tonite! Jordan's furniture...but within is the IMAX theatre and Beantown!! My oh my never though a furniture store would be so much fun....haha.

The rest of the week has been busy busy busy....had my Anatomy exam at 7:30 am....AHHH. Dunno how I did though. Otherwise quizes, papers, all that jazz

My family is coming to see me tomorrow!!!! It's cause my birthday is on Monday and obviouslly they can't make it up that day. I'm excited. I have little valentines for the kiddies. :-D

Ummmm....I gotta get my work done for Tuesday and Monday this weekend. I cancled Word Made Flesh for Monday and my roomie told me to make sure I have ALL work done for Tuesday. I have NO idea what is going down. I do know that she and Yiry were talking about blind folding me....ummm...to not see where we're going. She may have been just saying that to get me more curious...but yeah. Hmm....I can't wait. I'm excited, yet scared at the same time. Haha. Outta be interesting. And I'm only turning 19....I'm so young, well I feel it at least here. *shrug* O'well...what can I do? :)

So yeah...right now I'm uploading and editing pictures from the past few days. Night out trying on dressed, seeing a movie, another night going to the beach at midnight, and then tonite. So yeah...it's been a stressful week but those few random unplanned times to go out helped ALOT.

Well...Ima gonna go finish putting up pics on facebook and stuff and editing and all that jazz. Then maybe settle down and watch a movie before going to bed. Oh yeah....and I hate LAUNDRY. I do it like every two weeks cause it's expensive....ugh....and I don't have that many clothes. Like I mean I have plenty....but for bitter cold winter I do not. Anyways.....

Love ya all....g'night! Oh....

2 1/2 weeks till Phantom!!! I'm sooooo excited!!! :D

And....

Everyone look at this: http://kevan.org/johari?name=the_irish_heart

quiz!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 00:17:39 GMT

Claire
You scored 74% kindness, 34% courage, 10% seedy past, and 41% secretiveness!

"Don't talk to me about the baby. I'm sick of everyone telling me what to do."

You are Claire. You are a very kind and caring person. You're not the bravest on the island, but you will stand up for yourself when the need arises. Compared to the other survivors, you have a pretty clean past and you're open and honest about most things. It's a good thing, too - Turniphead needs you to be nurturing and caring in order for him to grow up and NOT become the antichrist. Luckily, Charlie seems more than happy to assist you.

Your polar opposite is: Sawyer. You are similar to: Charlie and Sun.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 83% on kindness

You scored higher than 20% on courage

You scored higher than 2% on seedy past

You scored higher than 20% on secretiveness

Link: The Which Lost Character Are You Test written by ack_attack on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

Lea...don't kill me...I'm sorry that Charlie pays attention to me....Jess would kill me too....*le sigh* What can I say? I'm just irisistable....haha...jk!

Obi-Wan Kenobi
You scored 88% wisdom, 26% aggression, 54% power, and 91% morality!

You are one of the wisest Jedi of them all, and have had a very eventful career full of failures and successes. You are a skilled fighter, having defeated many powerful opponents in your time. You are not overly aggressive, though. You are more reserved and collected. Your sense of morality is without question, and you are a model Jedi.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 94% on wisdom

You scored higher than 5% on aggression

You scored higher than 10% on power

You scored higher than 97% on morality

Link: The Famous Jedi or Sith Test written by SarumantheMad on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

in sleep he sang to me....

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 04:30:35 GMT

I'm not going to even get into the happenings of last week.

Except for yesterday....good times. Hit up the mall with my roomie, her bf (who came to visit) and Yiry. Bargain shopping...w00t! I got $12 chocolate brown colored boots...sooo hott, not cheapy either. Not usually a boot person, but I like these. And 4 sweaters at Express for $23. Five dollar box sale. Soooo sweet! Tried lookin' for some nice black shoes cause my other ones are worn out and old, from sophomore year in high school. No luck though. There was a brown blazer at Aeropostale for $15, normally $45 that I wanted to get cause they matched the boots. But I didn't, I'm tempted to go back and buy it though. Yet, I have no way of getting there. Maybe I'll call my sis up, who is a manager at one, and ask her to get one for me and I'll pay her back. It's really nice though.

Honestly, I've never really gone out and bought clothes and shoes for myself except a few times in the summer cause I NEEDED them. And not only that I got some niiiice deals yesterday. All of that stuff at Express prolly woulda cost me over $100 at full price, no joke. My mother has taught me well...lol. Also had some help from Yiry....she is a huge bargain shopper. I love clearance. For some reason when I go home to shop....not much is on clearance. *shrug*

That was my day to relax and chill...for ONCE, since being back at Gordon. Watched a couple movies after the mall, hung out with Yiry, along with Nini & Jovi. I didn't touch a single text book. That's also cause when I do my work, I try and get ahead, even if it's a little. Seriusly, I've never stressed too hard yet this semster. Makes me happy.

Today I got to sleep in some, got my psych reading and paper done for tomorrow, got my biostats done for wednesday and got some reading done for OT Theology. Now I'm going to go finish a lil' more homework and go to bed. :) God is AWESOME!

6 more weeks till PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!!! :D

you had your chance u blew it...

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:13:09 GMT

...yeah....thought it was time for an update.

Classes are rough this semester...but I have a good feeling still that I'll do better.

Most of the drama that I dealt with or was dealing with last semester is gone....THANK GOD!
I did not come to college for a repeat of high school.

I watched American Idol last night....I've never really watched that show.
I mean I know what it's about and I know how it works.
Mannnn.....Simon is, whoa. I couldn't believe some of the stuff he was saying!!! Harsh man.
Anyway....whatever....lol

Parents are supposed to come down on Sunday...come pick up the desktop since I now have a laptop. :)

Then sometime next week a few friends are supposed to come visit me...hopefully that will happen.
I miss them.

Sooooo freakin' tired. Got to bed at 2am and got up at 6am.
This 7:30am Anatomy & Physiology class bites.

Well, Ima gonna go get some more reading done.
Tomorrow I only have one class...w00t for naked Thursdays! Haha.
Gonna get TONS done tomorrow....that way I'm not stressed over the weekend.

Darling did you know that I
I dream about you
Waiting for the look in your eyes
When we meet for the first time
Darling did you know that I
I pray about you
Praying that you will hold on
Keep your loving eyes only for me

Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Cause, I am waiting for
Praying for you darling
Wait for me too
Wait for me as I wait for you
Darling wait

Darling did you know I dream about life together
Knowing it will be forever
I'll be yours and you'll be mine
And darling when I say
Til death do us part
I'll mean it with all of my heart
Now and always faithful to you

Now I know you may have made mistakes
But there's forgiveness and a second chance
So wait for me darling
Wait for me

two more days...not even

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 20:41:22 GMT

I leave on Sunday. :( That makes me both sad and happy. Sad cause I hardly get to see/talk to my friends when I'm at school, but also happy cause I'm going back to school and such. I really wish there was a way to combine the two. But I chose to go to college 2 hours away from here. I mean it's not terrible, but it's enough that I don't really see anyone. As for talking it seems that whenever I call or the a friend calls it's always bad timing....gah. Oh well. I mean after this it's the summer. Oh gosh....gotta find a job. I mean I got my YMCA one, but that is only for like a month and I need more than that. Then there is the issue of rides/a car....

But tonite shall be good for me. It's my last time before going home that I'll get to hang out with some of my closest friends. We're supposed to go out to eat, then probably hit up Chalks to play pool. Something along those lines. And I'm going to get some pictures for once!!! Lets just say I need a new digital camera....mine is basically gone. And it's not the battery. So I haven't really gotten alot of pictures....actually I haven't gotten ANY with my friends. I got plenty with my family though. Like New Years Eve I didn't get any pics. :( Makes me sad.

Classes start Wednesday....oy vey. That will be one heck of a day. I gots a 7:30am on Wed and Fri. Ugh. At least not on Mondays. That is usually one of the hardest days for me to get up. So it's back to a routine I will go. But this semester for sure I am going to do sooo much better. I dunno...I just like...I've actually been praying about it alot. And I really feel that last semester it was only by God's grace I did so well. I did not expect the grades I got. I mean I actually got a B in Western Civ. I was failing that class. I failed the midterm, I did alright on the quizes and essays. But the final exam....if I didn't get an A+ on that then I don't know what. Cause honestly, that is the ONE exam that I was dreading, but I walked out of it exhausted but feeling like I did GREAT. Never have I felt that. Nothing was blank. I had 15 ID's, 3 short essays, 2 long essays, and a map on it. After 2 hours.....phew...that was one of the toughest exams ever.....!

And I'm babling. I don't know. I just do that sometimes. I'm sorry for all those who are probably sitting there going....uh...huh? What is she talking about? LOL. I'll stop now.

But yeah. I plan to do really well this semester. I am NOT doing 18 credits....thank goodness. I've only got I think 14 or 15. Such a change. The least amount I have had ever before is 17. EVER. And that is that....I think now I'm either going to take a nap, or something. I just hope I feel better by tonite.